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June 01

Kindertag Capriccio

 

Too ill to fall asleep, too tired to stay awake. With no buddy online and nothing to kill time, I turn on the music and lean on my bed, wait till the twitter tear off the night.

Kleine kinden, kleine sorgen. It’s been decade and a good many pasts and gones since the last Children’s Day. As the snowman melt down before long, here I am, fighting for a living in a self-consuming way.

 

 

                               

 

Hold the hand of melancholy and make another step forward. There’s no reversion of the formation, and the footprints may fade away. I am lost, in this beautiful yet ever-changing world. Career, housing, family, never a thing would be all hunky-dunky. It’s no fun collecting the rents and paying the loan to make ends meet. It’s no fun finding vitamin L in a shop-around way. It’s no fun playing by universal practice blindly with eyes open.

 

 

Looking at the old photos, recall and savor the happiness at that very moment, during which we have less to worry about. I know it’s high time we set ourselves free and give a day off to the calculating nerve and straining muscle. It can be, for all the reason, a good idea to cook a big meal for myself. Play it by ear.

 

Wünsch Sie allen einen schönen Kindertag! 

November 21

Lost in India

 

Dusty and slow-paced, the land of antiquity, mystery and hope is now experiencing the rising pain, suffering deeply from the industrial waste and the troublous border. As we started the 7-day visit, I made a brief record of the journey, which is shown below.

 

Impression

 

 

Setting foot on this unknown world, we sensed a haze of extreme polarization hovering above. Even in Delhi, the most cultivated city and the capital of India, wide gap between rich and poor prevails. The gorgeous manors and the shabby slums roadside are telling the heavy story of hierarchy carved on the year-torn flagstone. It’ll take much pain and energy for this rising star to shine in the Asian sky.

Troubled by its harassing neighbor for long, the country over-reacts to possible assaults of any kind. At the entrance of shopping malls, metro stations and even public squares, access control, frisk, and armed forces are commonly applied, which ends up to our strained nerves.

 

With an age-old habit of strict hierarchy, and a turbulent complexion, India is ape to leave an impression of simplex and xenophobia, which, as a matter of fact, turns out to be the opposite. At the very early stage of the history, it has merged various cultures and religions in to a mix, which could be proved by the stone carvings, architectures we paid tribute to during the trip. In modern ages, this country carries on the merging practice and becomes more open. An awareness to change and develop they’ve already acquired may well promises a quick boom.

 

Snapshot

 

Pics have more voices over the scripts.

 

Akbar’s Tomb

 

Taj Mahal

Unknown Palace :P

Savor and Taste

 

In a country of slow beat, you really need to spice things up. On talking about the Indian cuisine, curry shall be the very and best represent. As the most favorable seasoning, Indian curry is slightly different from the household knowledge. Thick and hot, the sauce is a mix of all sorts of heavy-flavored ingredients like capsicum and pepper.

Indians have fairly strong tastes. Foods from appetizer to main course, from soup to desserts are either too sweet or too salty. I was almost chocked to death by a glutinous-ball-liked stuff soaked in syrup. Can’t believe they call that dessert? Caution! Those who suffer high blood pressure and sugar should never dare to challenge.

Traditional Indian foods are mostly served in mash, good for digestion yet not so for appetite, which reminds me of puke whatsoever. Mutton and chicken are the main course for a non-veg diet. For religious sake, pork and beef could be found no where on the menu, leaving no more choices for us predators. What a depression.

It is said the local people use bare hands to feed, but we didn’t see with own eyes. Most of the restaurants offer knife and fork, sometimes chopsticks as well. That’s much a relief.

 

February 14

A Tale of the Two Cities

Bullets left gun slower than the train whooshed, leaving no time for us to think about the way back in this ‘migrant season’. We bet all hats on this one way trip, in a hope to squeeze into anything vehicular running backwards the very next day, which end up in a big fuss fighting with suffocatingly stinky crowds for the last few tickets.

 

Flanked by Zhenjiang and Yangzhou, the Yangtze slims through silently. With Runyang Bridge performing a hand shake of the two, we did save much time on traffic.

     

 

Famous for the snacks and the Slim West Lake, Yangzhou deservedly won the first leg. Seems we didn’t show up in right time, the city responded with icy face. Willows waving by the river sides are so naked, ready to get a new lease of life, while I didn’t see that happening within our short stay. Sick and tired of pavilions, gazebos, pagodas and pavilions once again though, I kinda picked up a liking in their snow-capped version. Eavesdrops tick-tacking, hitting the end of hibernation, Yangzhou’s on its waking, and on the snow I left my footprints. Not the right time, but a perfect match.

I should have mentioned earlier that without Yangzhou snacks and its home specials, nothing claims to be perfect. Feasted with something genuinely Yangzhou, such as stewed meat balls and Stir-fried rice, one can’t help making yummy noises. Snacks served in the grand old Fuchun Teahouse also rang a bell with me. A sip of juicy bun, a sip of green tea. what an enjoyment it can ever be!

 

 

Waking up the next morning, we called on Zhenjiang for Jinshan Temple, the exact setting of ‘the Legend of the White Snake’. Temple, the least place I’d love to visit, looks everywhere the same——luxurious decorations, overflowing donation boxes, idling monks and chocking incenses all round. Bored then, how about a Taoist idol in a Buddhist temple? And that’s what the dippy baldicoots here did, speaking unreligiously.

Done with the temple stuff, an overlook to the Yangtze purifies your soul, at least it helped me breath normally. Miles apart from the smoky land lies a lonely island, rinsed by the river and inspired with breeze. Stand on top of it, and it makes a saint of thee. Pretty cool, huh? That’s the Jiaoshan Park it is.

 

Rushing about for two days, it’s time to take a rest and call an end, with second thoughts to the harsh battle edging into the coach back. By the way, I fell asleep on the seat that night, did anyone catch me snoring? 

 

 

 

December 02

Palette

 

It didn’t quite measure up to my expectation, that the index practiced a steep fall, bringing the market down to the jumping-off. There’s no sign for a rebound which the public craned for.

While subscription by funds microcopies the turbulence of stock market, it hurts anyway. As the door turns the other side, we may well hold on, pick the favorable quotation during the recession and then bide our time. No fancy for excess windfall, nor getting so trapped and starving on the breadline. Slowly but surely, the green fog fades.

Nothing but the harsh times and the shrinking pockets can best frighten the speculators away from the risky market. We’d be in the clear without the mass granny share holders speculating on rises and falls only for an additional stir-fried cabbage on everyday menu. So be optimistic, for the would-be rising tendency ahead.

 

 

It was not red years ago and still not as I saw it the 3rd time. For decades, we call it ‘the red boat’ because of its CPC label. In this case, I’m red too.

Grooving on the winter chill, we arrived at Jiaxing with a local drizzle. A trip like that somehow made up for the were-to-be annual tour to Yangzhou plus a crab meal.

The lake, island, boats remained unchanged. So did the memorial center and the crowds of students making the oath, which reminded me of my youth.

Well, nice CPC stuffs, red boat and drizzle things above. Anyway, I do enjoy the zongzi with yolk in it.

 

 

Is it winter, logically or meteorologically? Don’t get me wrong. I’m not gonna talk about the weather, but the ruttish cat shagging and troating at wrong place and wrong time of the year.

The cat is black all over, except for the glittery eyes that break the night cover. Being the house-owner’s property, it has more voice over me. The day I moved in, it shared my bed with me as I fell asleep, leaving a big load of pee on my sheet.

Weeks ago, it began to sing love songs all night long, fight with invader cats, and do the noisy things they were supposed to do in spring. One can hardly hold the hormone secretion, sleeping with erotic shagging behind closed door, if not deaf.